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Aug. 11th, 2010 | 02:37 pm
mood: chipperchipper

I kind of moved to tumblr (Well not my writings, I don't really post those, maybe I will if I gain some confidence...)
But yes.
I use this because I love the communities and things.

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these are the fast times.

Sep. 8th, 2008 | 09:53 pm
mood: exhaustedexhausted
music: Say it ain't so, i will not go, turn the lights off, carry me home.

ships are sinking.
and lips are crashing.
hearts are breaking.
glass is shattering.

everyones drowning.

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here i am.

Sep. 3rd, 2008 | 11:46 pm
mood: pensivepensive
music: Nothing.

Here i am drowning in this artificial light that pounds into my brain for seven hours a day.
Slowly burning my retinas, slowly deteriorating my mind inside out.
Watching the clock on the wall with far too many glances.
Wishing that the day was over, so i could come home from this jail house,
this mind washing center where everyone slowly picks at your brain,
telling you what's accepted and telling you who you need to be.

I'm waiting to leave this horrid building to go home,
to be out of the judging adolescents in which this place contains.
The children who slowly torture one to a state where you become them, everyone, accepted.

Just let me go home, i don't want to be accepted.
I don't want to be you.

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Writer's Block: Your Costume

Aug. 10th, 2008 | 01:30 am
mood: accomplishedaccomplished
music: Bright Eyes: A Perfect Sonnet

If you were the sort of cartoon or video game character that always wears a costume, what would you wear? Why?

I would so wear a spiffy costume!
it'd be mint green, you know like amazing mint green.
and it's be like a full body suit of rubber (like superman)
and my underwear and bra would be on the outside.
and it'd be like "O HAI IM HERE TO ENTERTAIN YEW!"

this is becauseeee it'd be sick nasty.

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"I'm asking you on a date for the rest of your life"

Jul. 25th, 2008 | 12:56 am
mood: determineddetermined
music: The Killers: Glamorous Indie Rock and Roll

i truly am.
i want you in my life for it all.
you'll never read this post,
you never read anything of mine at all.
All the things i do just for you because
i love you.
more than you love me.
but not in a romantic way, oh no no no.
romanticism is a fairy tale that ends horribly.
i love you like only i can.
no fake crap about 'forever' or anything.
i want you with me for all my life.
not forever, just all my life.
that's all i want from you ever.
because i love you like only i can.
not in a romantic way or a family way at all.
only in a best friend and best friend way.

i'm asking you on a date for the rest of your life.
this is for you, and you'll never read it.
you never read anything of mine.
just like i never read anything of yours.


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You're Awful, I Love You.

Jul. 10th, 2008 | 07:01 am
mood: lonelylonely
music: Ludo: Love Me Dead

I've watched the sunrise for six days straight.
I don't know why, but i have this... idk.
Like the sun it shows ehmm...
It's like it's a person.
They can be the brightest and happiest person in the world,
but they have those downfalls, that are inevitable.
But only because they fake happiness,
and they bottle up all their emotions and words.
Then when no one can see them they crash,
then the next day they're back to showing fake happiness.

While the moon is the person who is always there,
that just wants to care for the sun.
To help them when they're down,
because you can always see the moon,
day and night.
But again there is that time, once.
when the moon is vulnerable,
but it's crash is just as hard as the sun's,
even more so equivalent to the sun's many crashes.

It's like the moon lives for the sun,
and when the sun feigns happiness,
the moon loses hope, but tries to stay happy,
but only for the sun.

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